Amy,
Hopefully you are on the YLD Yahoo Groups list. That is at

http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/YLD/

Look in the Files section and you will find a folder with the chat transcripts.

If you aren't on the list, there's detailed information about how to join at
http://www.radiantrecovery.com/YLD/YLDmail1.htm#info

Hope that helps,
Kitty