*scent of honeysuckle wafting in while standing at the open window watching a storm last night

Hi Char, Welcome back!
Love your determination and encourage you to remember to look for joy while going through the steps again. For me, joy trumps will. When I stay focused on joy I can let go of struggling and enjoy the journey.
Keep posting, look forward to sharing your journey.

janice

: Many of you have seen me over and
: over again...I became close to
: many of you...Mosaic, Allison and
: of course Kathleen...I lost my way
: again ...and suffer the
: consequences...depression.....starting
: and stopping a thousand times...I
: am sick of being sick and know
: that this is a matter of life to
: me...I know how wonderful I felt
: when reaching Step 6...and I
: commit to this program...I will
: slowly do the food and the steps
: slowly as a newbie...Thanks for
: listening Char