Re: This was me/ before or in the beginning
In Response To: This was me ()

Janice what a great idea. I know we have healed and came a long way that we sometimes forget how hard it was.
*one small thing I will share but huge, was the negative talk in my head. Always always going on. So nice it has quieted down and now I can think and be creative and happy!
Thanks for starting the threat.
Chloe
Healing is grand.

: Hi everyone,
: At YLD chats we've been talking about
: how as a person who has been doing
: the RR program for a long time it
: is easy to forget how it was in
: the beginning. I first came to the
: online community through this
: forum in February 2002. I did
: breakfast but didn't post until
: October 2003. Yes, I took the slow
: road, lol.

: So in October that year I took a leap
: of faith and posted here in order
: to become visible and get support
: to work on step 3. Following the
: example of a few others at the
: time, I committed to posting
: everyday for 90 days.

: I still have that journal and those
: posts and it's been so interesting
: to read them. So in the spirit of
: remembering and sharing my story
: I'm going to come and post tidbits
: and thoughts about what it was
: like for me back then and what it
: is like now.

: One thing that stands out is how
: little I ate and quite a bit of
: fast food - chil fil a and taco
: bell being very popular. But I ate
: protein and brown and started
: talking.

: And that changed everything.

: Thanks for listening, more to come,
: janice