This made me cry. I can relate. What an awesome place you're in now!

: So a wedding, years ago. I wore an
: old dress because it was the only
: thing that fitted. I had been
: shopping and got upset in the
: changing rooms trying to find
: something new, but everything
: looked dreadful. I heard guests
: say about me, oh I wouldn't have
: recognised her she got so fat. At
: the friends photographs I was
: hiding. For the group photo, I
: couldn't escape so I hid right at
: the back, and the photographer
: tried to pull me forwards and I
: wouldn't go. Afterwards my friend
: told me she was upset I wasn't
: on the photos and she could only see
: my hat . Well that suited me. The
: whole thing was an awful ordeal. I
: was tearful in the weeks before,
: overcome with emotion on the day
: and sad afterwards. Not that
: anyone would have known.

: But my friend had wanted me there no
: matter what and wanted me recorded
: in the day, which didn't happen..
: Sad, isn't it.