Hi {!firstname_fix}

Ok, I am back home, fully certified as an elder and think about the rest of my life. The week was simply beyond my expectations. I am rested, restored and ready to go as soon as I get my voice back. My only casualty of the trip was a case of laryngitis. No fun, that.

I have an interesting question for you all. As you know, we recently changed our website and the header for the newsletter. I have had a few people remark that they think the photo is dark and gloomy. This surprised me since what I see is MOUNTAIN and light, the two reasons I love NM so much. But, since our community is an interactive one, and since I am truly interested in your opinion, I would love to have a dialogue on this. Come on over to the community forum and share your thoughts on this. I am going to start off by writing in this week's newsletter about what *mountain* means to me.

Classes will resume this week. I will be back to the ones patiently waiting while I was off in New England. The new ones will be starting on Wednesday. This change will allow everyone to get signed up and over to yahoo without feeling panic that they are missing the beginning.

Dealing With the Holidays (Christmas) is our annual discussion of how to transform eggnog and green tree sugar cookies. This will be about families and expectations and food is love and all those sorts of things that come up for many of us this time of year.

Step 2: Journal: An Introduction is the basic class for learning to journal. I will be adding some new material into this class. Even if you have taken it before, you might like to have a redo - I will be testing the material I am going to put in the new workbook.

Doing the Steps: An Overview will give you a good sense of all the steps and how they fit together. If you are just starting, this is a nice way to get the big picture and the facts. We connect the information from all the books so you get the most up to date instructions.

Using The Resources of the Community is the introductory guided tour for the community. The last edition got stuck midtown. Those of you already in it will get the updated version. And if you are new to the community, come over and learn what is here for you.

We will be doing the Step 2 Building Skills class again after this round on the intro course.

You can see an updated schedule for the future by clicking here.

A number of you have asked me how the classes work. Check the class list page for more information on this. The classes are done online with one lesson each day. You do not have to be at your computer at any set time.

Please feel free to pass this week's newsletter on to your friends and family. Don't forget to let me know what you like and would like to see me cover.

Be sure to visit our Radiant Recovery® website and Community Forum regularly.

Warmly,
Kathleen

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November 28, 2005
** Quote From Kathleen **

You don't have to do years of therapy to get results. You can start changing what you eat and see the effects very quickly.


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** Testimonial for the Week**


This week marks my 4th anniversary on this wonderful journey. All week I have been thinking about the many changes in my life since I began to "do the food."

One of the biggest changes for me is that I am satisfied with just three meals and my spud. I no longer keep going back out to the kitchen to look for "something" to eat after dinner.

I no longer get up in the middle of the night and go out to the kitchen to eat. Usually if I wake up I don't even go out for a drink of water. I have begun to keep a bottle of water beside my bed.

I never eat between meals except on a rare occasion. That will happen if I for some reason I do not eat enough food at my meal. Then I will have a program friendly snack because I don't like feeling hungry.

Last night I slept through for six and a half hours. This is happening more and more often. Before I began the steps I would wake up every forty- five minutes to make a trip to the bathroom. Many times I would then go out to the kitchen and have a snack.

I have worked on the same job for over thirty years. For the last few years before starting the steps I hated my job. Now I wake up every morning excited to go to work. I love my job again and that makes me very happy.

From the time I was twenty I took medicine for high blood pressure. For the last two plus years I have had normal blood pressure and I no longer take medication to control the pressure.

I suffered for years with migraine headaches. Now I never even get a regular headache.

I used to have swollen feet and ankles that just about brought me to tears. Sometimes my feet swell up a little. Usually they are fine now. I even have space between my toes.

No longer do I suffer from backaches or IBS. Both of which I suffered with for many years.

I am not cranky and my moods are very steady. All along I thought I was cranky because I was getting older.

My choices in clothing colors has changed quite a bit over the last two years. Before starting on this journey I wore black all the time. I would have a black blouse with some color in it, but for the most part black was my color choice. Now I choose bright colors and pastels.

I had some highlights put in my hair and doing that made me feel like a million dollars. For the most part I take care to dress and look my best. Of course I still have some days where I don't care so much how I look (smile). That is an indicator that I need more rest or more protein.

I have energy and enjoy life. I love to get up in the morning and watch the sunrise. I find joy in the smallest of things. I socialize more than I did in many years. Life is good and as I work the steps, it keeps getting better. I laugh frequently and rarely cry. The total opposite of how I was before I began this journey.

I can pass up dessert and not feel deprived. I can walk past a bakery and never even glance in the window. That is what I call freedom!

When I was told all of these things were possible I didn't really believe it. I didn't really believe eating breakfast would make such a huge difference in my life. Every night I say a prayer of thanks that Kathleen has done this work and given us all a chance at radiance.

Hugs,

Ann

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**Recipe of the Week**


ROASTED VEGETABLES

Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Place all the vegetables in a roasting pan. Sprinkle with the basil and spices. Mix oil and vinegar together and pour oven the vegetables. Bake uncovered for 45 minutes or until vegetables are tender.

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**Your Last Diet: More Than What You Think**


I have to admit I have been blown away by listening to our senior folks make their weight loss plans around the holidays. As you all know, we always in the past thought of this as *lost time*. We would think, I will get back on track in January. But that is not what is happening in YLD these days. I am hearing talk of strengthening the program, planning special options for family gatherings. Whew, what a group of role models.

We will be wrapping up the weight loss class in the next couple of weeks to be ready to start the next one in January. We are also planning a complete revision for the Introductory process. Our YLD team leaders are crafting an incredibly exciting process that I will share with you next week.

Remember that your membership in YLD is lifetime. No renewals, simply a one time fee. Here is a quote from Cin about why it's a great option:

Your money gets you into the inner workings of the community , where there is deep and intimate healing happening. That is not to say that it isn't happening on the free parts, because the forum will attest to some great healing and interaction regarding people's programs. But in addition to that, you get this intimate environment, and to work one-on-one with Kathleen and other wonderful moderators, such as Vicki Gold from the main yld list.

Also, as Vicki said, you are able to avail yourself of the chats and the special classes, which are only offered to members.
For those of you who are not yet YLD members, click here if you are ready to change your life or just plain ole have fun.
 


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**David's Corner **



A number of you tried the wild rice stuffing for Thanksgiving. I have been getting rave reviews. This week, I thought you could get ready for the next round of holiday cooking.

Get the cookbook - it has great holiday recipes in it.
Get Wild Rice from the White Earth Reservation. I guarantee this does not taste like any wild rice you have ever had.
When you order it, get the little rice cookbook. I know that Kathleen cooks from it all the time. She especially loves making a little rice pudding as a special treat. Heres has no sugar, and it is really yummy. When we were in Maine last week, we were talking about family favorites. I think her rice pudding has taken the place of the grape nuts pudding my dad loves.


Next week I will be posting our holiday specials, so plan your gift shopping for then. Thank you for your patience while I was gone. I just sent out all the orders for last week. They were piled high in the storage room.

Please send questions and suggestions. I love hearing from you and truly want to help you do your program better.

And of course, we have something for everybody in our store


 
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**Our Online Groups**


The Radiant Journal list is a source of helpful information and support with journaling. On this list we talk about how to get started with the journal, how to start listening to our body and why giving it a voice is so important. We also discuss how to use the journal for detective work in our program and, of course, how to make journaling fun! Right now the list is rockin' with people supporting each other and making big discoveries with their journal. So whether you are just starting out or are looking for a recharge in your journaling, come on over and join in the fun!

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On The Mountain
Kathleen DesMaisons, Ph.D.

Albuquerque has a mountain to the East. It rises more than 10,000 feet. I see it out my windows. I watch the light change on it all day, every day. In the morning, the sun rises over it, in the evening, the moon comes up. At dusk, the sun in the West casts a purple light that lasts just a short time. The mountains light up. Sometimes I just sit in a chair on the front porch and watch the light moving on the mountain at dusk.

I have a poster that I have had since college. It says:

The mountain moving day is coming.
I say so, though others doubt.
Only a while the mountain sleeps.
In the past
All mountains moved in fire.
Yet you may not believe it.
Oh friend, this alone believe,
all sleeping women
now will awake and move.

Yosano Akiko

I went to college in the late sixties. It was a time of great turmoil and awakening. Women at that time were breaking out of old expectations. When I started college, we wore girdles and white gloves and had dorm mothers. Half way through, in the summer of '68, we came back and nothing was the same. Many of my friends were angry and taking action. I was reading South American educational writing called the "Pedagogy of the Oppressed" that talked about teaching literacy in the context of meeting people where they are. Teaching through meaning. I was writing an honor thesis about awakening the spirit of the person yearning to be whole.

I was not in the streets those years. I was at home with infants. I dropped out of school and did mother things. When my children were tiny, I was a single mom going back to school and working full time. I was sleeping still in the demands of regular life, learning how to manage raising children, having a new career in public health, thrashing about in creative sugar sensitivity. That would mean the same things you all struggle with - mood swings, bouts of angst, bouts of brilliance and hope countered by despair and inadequacy. Not knowing about the food shaped everything.

I had framed that poster. I always had it in my bedroom. I never really knew why except that it comforted me about that time in my life when everything had seemed so, so possible. Then I came to New Mexico and the mountain was there. The deepest part of me was stirred and I said, *I need to be there* and arranged my life to make it happen.

The mountain spoke to me with her majesty. I felt as if her roots went as deep as her peaks. This made no rational sense. I was a woman of the sea. There was no ocean here, just that big rooted mountain sitting over there to the East. So I just did regular life, sitting here at my computer facing the mountain, answering email, connecting with all of you. And our community started to root, down deep like the mountain.

We learned to trust our recovery, to trust one another, to trust this life so different from the old one. A life of peace and wisdom and humor. A life that is funny and connected and caring. You came to an annual seminar here. We called it *ranch* and even though it was held in a regular life little chain hotel, the mountain magic stirred you too. People said, *Well, what is the agenda anyway?* and I would say the official things because I couldn't really say, *come and meet the mountain please.*

The mountain moving energy is now breathing us. It is a like a big rock that does not move no matter how things change around it.

I had wondered about sharing this with you. Wondered what it would be like to tell you the story the way I am living it. Do I share the inside part and let you see what is beneath the story of the author writing about potatoes? Do I reveal that the story is bigger than just what you eat? That changing the food changes everything?

I think changing the food means we see mountains, we feel mountains, we become mountains. Last week I wrote about being at the sea, being with my family, turning sixty. Yesterday I went to the movies and found out I am a senior and it is cheaper. Then I cam home and watched the light on the mountains, light on snow and thought, *No, Kathleen, it is not about senior, it is about elders.*

The mountain moving day has come.

©Kathleen DesMaisons 2005.

Here are the folks who are helping put the newsletter together:

Gretel, the liaison for the recovery list and the webmaster puts it all together
Naomi, liaison for big ones gathers the recipes
JoAnna, the liaison for affiliates gathers the testimonials
Marie, the liaison for diabetes gathers the info on the online lists
David, who runs the Radiant Recovery® Store talks about what new products we have.

You are getting the weekly newsletter from Radiant Recovery® in response to your signup. A copy of this newsletter may also be found posted on the web at http://www. radiantrecovery.com/weeklynewsletter.htm.

©2005 by Kathleen DesMaisons . All rights reserved. You are free to use or transmit this article to your ezine or website as long as you leave the content unaltered and use this attribution: "By Kathleen DesMaisons, Ph.D. of Radiant Recovery®. Please visit Kathleen's website at http://www.radiantrecovery.com for additional resources on sugar sensitivity and healing addiction." Please notify me at kathleen@radiantrecovery.com to let me know where the material will appear.

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