I'm tired
: of being fat, unbalanced,
: depressed, and out of control of
: my own life!

so pleased you have a copy of YLD.. have a re read because it will help so much with your above statement..are you a mamber of YLD? we are doing a book study at the moment and it is so very interesting.

No matter
: how difficult it may be or how
: many of these smilies I have to
: use along the way:
:
: I know I will have
: days along the way as well.

yes you will Find some nice ones I mean I cant wait to see which smilie goes with your breakfast .