Jeannie, I don't have your email address from here, but I'm not finding your name in the newsletter database. If you would contact me directly at gretelob@patmedia.net, I will try to sort out what is going on. In the meantime, if you want to read back newsletters, they are posted each week in the archives at

http://www.radiantrecovery.com/weeklynewsletter

You will need the passwords from the Welcome letter.

Gretel