Thank you so much for your support, Mosaic, you are such a nice person! :)

I am starting to think that maybe one of the things that has kept me stuck is a fear of feeling.
I've actually suspected that for a long time now. It seems that whenever I get to the point of some true healing, painful feelings come up and I back away into old habits. I want to be able to power through that and be successful in my program. I feel like it's a point, like a barrier that I have to break through and emerge on the other side.

I don't know if I'm saying this well enough to be understood but if anyone can relate, I'd like to know how you dealt with it. Where you found the bravery?

Thanks so much,

Jan FL

: You're very wise Jan. Understand
: about the stoic silence. Also
: about the tears. very healing
: ((Jan)) Its a wonderful thing as
: you say, 'the main thing for me is
: to do the food'

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