Feeling a bit envious

Hi everyone
I'm working the programme and making slow progress. I've slipped over Easter, sugar has crept in, but I'm re reading the books and getting back on track. This week I'm seeing an old friend, N. She is super healthy, fit and sporty. I haven't managed to lose any weight and I'm dreading seeing her. She makes her weight and fitness a priority and I feel envious of that. I've thought about cancelling but I'm going to go. Just felt I needed to come here as I'm feeling a bit anxious about going. Thanks for reading.
Fiona