Hello;Welcome.
I agree with all that Mosaic and others have said.
No need to despair or feel any anxiety about any of it.Be done with that. You now have this.
What worked for me was the whole idea of one workable thing at a time Just one. enjoyable lovely breakfast at a time to begin. .
The new you will emerge as you steadily and seriously plan, shop and see the gradual changes.
.I like the way you freely communicated your current situation. Keep posting here as you progress. .
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