Yes, and to paraphrase what Kathleen says, once you get glimpses of radiance your cells and spirit want more!

: Thank you Allison and JoEllen for
: your replies, great to read them.
: Very helpful to hear what you
: think and that I’m on the right
: track. I actually didn’t want the
: brownie for pudding as I
: think I’m starting to fully
: realise the impact. I also wonder
: if I’m getting glimpses of
: radiance.......
: Fiona R