*calm and quiet after work

I Remember early in the program thinking if all I am going to do is think about food, I might as well go back to eating sugar and obsessing about it!

I promise it gets better and this will heal. And it is not selfish to take care of ourselves. I accept I am SS and it is ok. In fact there are wonderful things about me.

Just do breakfast and you are in the right place.
Chloe
Healing is grand

: Hi everyone
: After really committing to RR for a
: long while I’ve just spent a few
: weeks ‘in the wilderness’ having a
: bit of a crisis.
: Part of it has been about a lack of
: purpose and meaning in my life.
: Having children hasn’t worked out
: for me; I’m dealing with this but
: at times I feel very
: directionless.
: Also I see so much suffering in the
: world. I feel selfish and self
: absorbed spending time, energy and
: effort on what I am eating. ( and
: a non sugar sensitive friend said
: something like this to me).
: And I felt very resentful about all
: the things I ‘couldnt’ eat, went
: out and bought them all, ate them,
: and now I feel really rubbish.
: So I’ve been struggling.
: I also joined a well known slimming
: club out of desperation. That
: hasn’t worked for me.
: I know I’m in the right place here.
: I’m grappling for answers. I’ll
: keep going.
: Thanks for reading.
: Fiona R