Hi mosaic
Thank you very much for your reply, very useful to hear about your journey.
I always enjoy all your posts
Fiona R

: hugs to you Fiona.. my heart went out
: to you on your grieving over
: children. Huge big thing....
: I can offer that my grieving over
: some things has been easier,
: knowing about food and my brain
: chemicals. its being able to
: engage with it and acknowledge it
: I think, and a degree of
: acceptance of some things rather
: than 'switching off and getting
: on' for me

: ah the diversions Actually I
: think its a bit handy I had a
: lot of testing of things. Does
: this still make me feel bad ? ( I
: know it will but Maybe im cured!)
: oh ………….. yes it still does.
: its a bit of a reinforcement,
: in the end. Makes life stronger

: weight loss? Took me awhile to work
: my kinks out and looking back on
: this type of experience in
: retrospect was beneficial.
: Everyone unique I guess ( But as
: in individually not terminally
: haha after some good
: eats )

: I think you are doing rather well,
: discovering all your stuff