I'm "different" than everyone else

I know this is a sugar sensitivity thing, but I have a strong feeling that I'm different...I'm worse off...I'm more messed up than everyone else and there's no way this program will work for me. This after having healed some serious health issues with the program back in 2005-2006.

I think I just want to voice it so maybe I can move past it.

Also, the last 5 months have been a rough ride, and now that I'm looking back at it, I can chuckle (just a little). I've been unstable on my AD meds, I quit sugar pretty much cold turkey, quit wheat, and pretty much quit dairy. Who wouldn't feel yuck with all that? :s10( *sigh* my addict brain is alive and well, but I'm tired of it dictating so I'm committed to following the steps and watching what happens (rather than trying to *make* it happen).

Thanks for listening,

Jessie