Hi Jennifer,

I commend your courage for posting and for getting back into RR. That is so wonderful. You are going to be feeling so much better!

I have a history of an eating disorder as well so i know how exhausting and miserable that can be. This was the only program that healed me from it. Thank goodness! I am telling you it is such a relief to not worry about that anymore.

So glad you are here and I wish you much happiness and success as you commit to your program.

Keep checking in. Glad you will be posting on step 1 too!

Sandra

: Hi

: I've been on and off with RR for a
: couple of years, never getting
: past step three. I'm back, and
: hoping to start fresh. I felt like
: I ought to post here first rather
: than hop into step one with a
: bunch of back story. The short of
: the backstory is that an eating
: disorder makes step two quite
: triggering for me, so I got
: spooked each time I had to write
: down what I ate (or skip that
: altogether, which was also scary
: for me). Fear of gaining weight
: has also spooked me away from the
: steps that I know logically my
: body needs so badly.

: I've been feeling terribly depressed,
: have unbelievably low self-esteem,
: am exhausted (even with 8 hours of
: sleep), have terrible mood swings
: and basically cannot get out of my
: own way. I know it's the sugar. I
: have to try again to work these
: steps and feel better.

: Anyway, just wanted to check in. I
: will try to get in with Step One
: again and just do that for now.
: Thanks for listening !